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Location: Client Site, Rama III, BKK

Time: 7pm

Feeling: tired and drained

This fight with Vik has been pretty emotionally draining. It also took up a better part of my working day. All this angst via email! I will need botox 5 years sooner after this I think.

I think things are resolved but I'm not sure. I don't think I've made myself understood but who knows. I don't really know how to get across what I'm thinking. It has moved way beyond the original incident and into "do you want to be my friend" zone. I don't actually know the answer to that.

And now that I actually know that there are people out there reading my ramblings (Denis emailed me saying "ouch") I wonder whether I should be posting things of such personal nature. Is it fair to Vik? Probably not. But man, I was FURIOUS. I needed to do SOMETHING. And then if I don't post what I think/feel or about things that are bothering me, then what is the point of this thing?

I actually wouldn't mind some comments on the ethics /morals /niceties of this situation... What would you do? You, my dear friends, reading this, must have some opinion on what one does in such a situation?

I can't really see clearly on this one...

ps The incident actually wasn't as bad as I thought /assumed - apparently "nothing much" happened... Possibly knowing that may've lessened the degree of my anger. But they why not say "we kind of fell asleep on your bed because mine was too small". Maybe it's a communication problem. I have that with Vik a lot... As to be highlighted by the current argument that is raging where we just go around in circles. And I'm still confused by the "understanding" that we reached. I don't think she got what I was meaning to say. *Sigh* Some days just suck.

pps And apparently my shirt is very tight today. My colleagues have been taking the piss out of me for the last 8 hours. It appears that when I put on a bit of weight, a lot of it went to my cleavage area. So now all my shirts are tight around there. And allegedly they can see my white lacy bras and I should wear flesh coloured ones. *roll eyes* Gym time tonight, I swear...