Time: 4pm (ishg)
Location: Client office, Rama III, BKK
Date: Thursday, 31 Jan, 2008
Feeling: tired, eyes hurt (allergy farken)
The alleged boyfriend emailed yesterday. I asked what took so long. He said he was waiting for me to email. I asked why. No answer. Dropped off again. Definitely alleged.
Thursday, 31 January 2008
Wednesday, 30 January 2008
Bangkok Daily
Data: 30 Jan, 2008, Wednesday
Time: morning. 9:30am
Location: client office, Rama III
Feeling: still flattish. and bloated.
It's raining in Bangkok today. It's very strange - I have never seen rain here outside the wet season. I hope this doesn't keep up through the weekend as I'm actually staying here and was planning to do some sightseeing - perhaps go to the Ancient City or Ayutthaya which would really suck if it was raining.
Week and 2 days. Still no word from my alleged boyfriend. Methinks soon to be ex-boyfriend as clearly there's no freaking love in the air. :(
Oh well. What can you do. Will have to start moving when I'm back. It was a real b!tch to get a bed up the stairs, I'm thinking it will have to stay. There's no way it's coming out again. Don't really have anywhere to put it at the parents' place anyway - which is where I suspect I'll be staying whilst I'm in Thailand.
Too much uncertainty. Don't know what's happening with bus schools (still haven't heard anything from anywhere). Don't know what I'll do if I don't get in - I'm thinking a philosophy degree somewhere. Will have to save money for that though and thus uncertainty as to when I'll do it. And whether I'll stay in this job while I do it.
Don't know what I'm doing for Easter as that depends on what happens with the "boyfriend". Oh well, one day at a time, hey. Living in the present and all that.
I suppose I should go and do some work now. Or at least walk around and hassle other people into doing work. One or the other will do. Both would be optimal actually.
PS Nude flights in Germany - wtf?
Time: morning. 9:30am
Location: client office, Rama III
Feeling: still flattish. and bloated.
It's raining in Bangkok today. It's very strange - I have never seen rain here outside the wet season. I hope this doesn't keep up through the weekend as I'm actually staying here and was planning to do some sightseeing - perhaps go to the Ancient City or Ayutthaya which would really suck if it was raining.
Week and 2 days. Still no word from my alleged boyfriend. Methinks soon to be ex-boyfriend as clearly there's no freaking love in the air. :(
Oh well. What can you do. Will have to start moving when I'm back. It was a real b!tch to get a bed up the stairs, I'm thinking it will have to stay. There's no way it's coming out again. Don't really have anywhere to put it at the parents' place anyway - which is where I suspect I'll be staying whilst I'm in Thailand.
Too much uncertainty. Don't know what's happening with bus schools (still haven't heard anything from anywhere). Don't know what I'll do if I don't get in - I'm thinking a philosophy degree somewhere. Will have to save money for that though and thus uncertainty as to when I'll do it. And whether I'll stay in this job while I do it.
Don't know what I'm doing for Easter as that depends on what happens with the "boyfriend". Oh well, one day at a time, hey. Living in the present and all that.
I suppose I should go and do some work now. Or at least walk around and hassle other people into doing work. One or the other will do. Both would be optimal actually.
PS Nude flights in Germany - wtf?
Monday, 28 January 2008
Bangkok Daily
Date: 28 January, 2008. Monday
Time: 12pm
Location: Client office, Rama III, Bangkok
Feeling: a bit flat, a little disappointed. allergic (puffy eyes)
Went to Chiang Mai on the weekend. Not bad. Lots of temples. There were also many Buddhist schools, classes and universities. I would've liked to do a 10 day retreat or something like that if I had longer there.
Also, good crafts etc shopping. I wasn't blown away though. I guess because people kept recommending it, I had much higher expectations. It was tricky to work out how to get around. There aren't metered taxis really. Only to and from the airport. Other than that you have to negotiate the fare with songtels and tuk-tuks. I hate tuk-tuks. I swear, they see all tourists as money bags, and white tourists in particular as large money bags. Actually, all tourist travel in Thailand I find exhausting. I have to be always on the ball, know how much things are and know when something doesn't feel right. And negotiating everything gets very tiring. I could just be whinging due to a crappy mood. Everything seems crappy when this happens.
I stayed at a boutique hotel whilst there - Puripunn. It looks much better on the pictures. Don't get me wrong - it's nice. It's just a bit old. It really needs new plumbing - or whatever it is that controls the flow of water. I couldn't even take a shower properly - the water kept going from freezing to boiling within a matter of seconds. I ended up having baths instead. Couldn't cope with the shower. Small bathrooms, slow service, otherwise charming property. On balance, wouldn't recommend it.
I will post some pictures of the town once I work out how to get the photos off my camera without the cable (data card reader I'm thinking).
Last week felt pretty long. Hard to believe I only left Australia 7 days ago. I think I'll be staying in BKK next weekend to catch up on sleep and rest and generally relax.
In other news... or "none news" to be more accurate. I still haven't heard a word from my alleged boyfriend since leaving Australia. No email, no sms. I'm beginning to recall why we broke up in the first instance. Is it just me or is it a really long time not to hear anything?
Just for background - I just thought I wouldn't email etc - to see how long it would take him. Just as long I wasn't holding my breath.
Anyway, it just doesn't seem normal. Certainly not as often as I'd like. And that's probably saying something... Hmmm
Oh yeah - speak freely - he never reads the blog anyway (that I could determine anyway) :)
Anyway... That's probably all from me for now...
7pm now. It's taken me a while to get back to this thing.
Some pics from where I work - canteen:
Time: 12pm
Location: Client office, Rama III, Bangkok
Feeling: a bit flat, a little disappointed. allergic (puffy eyes)
Went to Chiang Mai on the weekend. Not bad. Lots of temples. There were also many Buddhist schools, classes and universities. I would've liked to do a 10 day retreat or something like that if I had longer there.
Also, good crafts etc shopping. I wasn't blown away though. I guess because people kept recommending it, I had much higher expectations. It was tricky to work out how to get around. There aren't metered taxis really. Only to and from the airport. Other than that you have to negotiate the fare with songtels and tuk-tuks. I hate tuk-tuks. I swear, they see all tourists as money bags, and white tourists in particular as large money bags. Actually, all tourist travel in Thailand I find exhausting. I have to be always on the ball, know how much things are and know when something doesn't feel right. And negotiating everything gets very tiring. I could just be whinging due to a crappy mood. Everything seems crappy when this happens.
I stayed at a boutique hotel whilst there - Puripunn. It looks much better on the pictures. Don't get me wrong - it's nice. It's just a bit old. It really needs new plumbing - or whatever it is that controls the flow of water. I couldn't even take a shower properly - the water kept going from freezing to boiling within a matter of seconds. I ended up having baths instead. Couldn't cope with the shower. Small bathrooms, slow service, otherwise charming property. On balance, wouldn't recommend it.
I will post some pictures of the town once I work out how to get the photos off my camera without the cable (data card reader I'm thinking).
Last week felt pretty long. Hard to believe I only left Australia 7 days ago. I think I'll be staying in BKK next weekend to catch up on sleep and rest and generally relax.
In other news... or "none news" to be more accurate. I still haven't heard a word from my alleged boyfriend since leaving Australia. No email, no sms. I'm beginning to recall why we broke up in the first instance. Is it just me or is it a really long time not to hear anything?
Just for background - I just thought I wouldn't email etc - to see how long it would take him. Just as long I wasn't holding my breath.
Anyway, it just doesn't seem normal. Certainly not as often as I'd like. And that's probably saying something... Hmmm
Oh yeah - speak freely - he never reads the blog anyway (that I could determine anyway) :)
Anyway... That's probably all from me for now...
7pm now. It's taken me a while to get back to this thing.
Some pics from where I work - canteen:
Thursday, 27 December 2007
27 december, 2007
at home
stressed and worried
At least home life is back to normal. Essay writing is not exactly brilliant - my mentor is not exactly encouraging about the progress of essays. She is a bit like ' well i guess we can have a go and see what happens'. I am leaning more towards not doing anything if i don't have a real chance... This is ruining my holidays. I don't think buzz i having fun either...
Aearegh.
Back to it I suppose. Faarken.
at home
stressed and worried
At least home life is back to normal. Essay writing is not exactly brilliant - my mentor is not exactly encouraging about the progress of essays. She is a bit like ' well i guess we can have a go and see what happens'. I am leaning more towards not doing anything if i don't have a real chance... This is ruining my holidays. I don't think buzz i having fun either...
Aearegh.
Back to it I suppose. Faarken.
Tuesday, 25 December 2007
25th December, Christmas Day 2007
Time: nearly midnight
Location: Home (Kensington)
Feeling: a bit flat, somewhat stressed, tired
Just (about 1 hour ago) came back from Buzz's parents Xmas lunch. It started at 3pm. It was a long lunch. Mostly because Buzz and his sister's boyfriend decided to go for a round of golf in the middle. Apparently it's "christmas tradition". I was confused and puzzled. Very. Especially after he just left me there for 1.5 hours. I was not impressed. Still so. We've had a bit of a tiff after I kept being narky (as he was showing no remorse)... *shrug*
Anyway. Not altogether perfect Christmas. Not that it could be with freakin' essays hanging over my head. I have about 11 essays to write I think. Although when you add all the ones that are hidden within application forms, the number would be well into 20s. Also stressing about references... Not sure what is going on with those....
I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know if I can do another year at work if the bus school thing doesn't work out. A bit of a tough gig for another year if you have kind of been planning to be finishing in Aug etc... Maybe I'll see if I can get a job in London or something...
Time: nearly midnight
Location: Home (Kensington)
Feeling: a bit flat, somewhat stressed, tired
Just (about 1 hour ago) came back from Buzz's parents Xmas lunch. It started at 3pm. It was a long lunch. Mostly because Buzz and his sister's boyfriend decided to go for a round of golf in the middle. Apparently it's "christmas tradition". I was confused and puzzled. Very. Especially after he just left me there for 1.5 hours. I was not impressed. Still so. We've had a bit of a tiff after I kept being narky (as he was showing no remorse)... *shrug*
Anyway. Not altogether perfect Christmas. Not that it could be with freakin' essays hanging over my head. I have about 11 essays to write I think. Although when you add all the ones that are hidden within application forms, the number would be well into 20s. Also stressing about references... Not sure what is going on with those....
I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know if I can do another year at work if the bus school thing doesn't work out. A bit of a tough gig for another year if you have kind of been planning to be finishing in Aug etc... Maybe I'll see if I can get a job in London or something...
Saturday, 22 December 2007
22 December 2007
Saturday night - 8pm
Location: Home (Kensington)
Feeling: stressed. I can't remember why I didn't become a hairdresser...
it is a saturday night before xmas. what am i doing? I am writing freaking essays... For business schools. I can't work out if I'm in denial or not about actually getting in. It seems highly remote and unlikely. Should I really be spending my xmas break stressing over this?? I don't know... Farken.
Why am I not a hairdresser again?
Saturday night - 8pm
Location: Home (Kensington)
Feeling: stressed. I can't remember why I didn't become a hairdresser...
it is a saturday night before xmas. what am i doing? I am writing freaking essays... For business schools. I can't work out if I'm in denial or not about actually getting in. It seems highly remote and unlikely. Should I really be spending my xmas break stressing over this?? I don't know... Farken.
Why am I not a hairdresser again?
Friday, 7 December 2007
Monday, 12 November 2007
I am not unfriendly... It's cultural
Sunday, 11 November 2007
Still in Melbourne
Date: 12 November, 2007
Time: 9am, Monday morning
Location: work (101 collins)
Feeling: like it's monday morning, ingesting coffee
Well... I'm still in Melbourne. Apparently I'm going to Thailand "probably next Monday". Hmmm. I have heard that before... Have been in Melbourne for a few weeks now. Non-billable. Getting a bit worried about that. Can't be a good thing.
Still cleaning Buzz's house. It's amazing. I am sick of cleaning. I just want it to be magically done. Time for a cleaner I think...
Other than that, the new place is actually quite nice. Walls are very thin though and I keep thinking someone is walking around the house when it is really next door. It's also a bit interesting how it suddenly feels like being in a married couple. One day we're seeing each other every other week and now suddenly we are shopping for appliances and I'm ironing his shirts... It's still hasn't quite computed in my head. I guess the status quo will be restored when I go to Thailand so maybe I won't have to think too hard about it all...
Time: 9am, Monday morning
Location: work (101 collins)
Feeling: like it's monday morning, ingesting coffee
Well... I'm still in Melbourne. Apparently I'm going to Thailand "probably next Monday". Hmmm. I have heard that before... Have been in Melbourne for a few weeks now. Non-billable. Getting a bit worried about that. Can't be a good thing.
Still cleaning Buzz's house. It's amazing. I am sick of cleaning. I just want it to be magically done. Time for a cleaner I think...
Other than that, the new place is actually quite nice. Walls are very thin though and I keep thinking someone is walking around the house when it is really next door. It's also a bit interesting how it suddenly feels like being in a married couple. One day we're seeing each other every other week and now suddenly we are shopping for appliances and I'm ironing his shirts... It's still hasn't quite computed in my head. I guess the status quo will be restored when I go to Thailand so maybe I won't have to think too hard about it all...
Monday, 22 October 2007
Location: office, 101 collins
Time: after lunch, Monday, 22 October, 2007
Feeling: sleepy, un-motivated, a bit bored
It's very strange, working in the office... I can't make up my mind about it. I think I like it for now. I have a feeling I may get a bit bored in the near future.
Have spent the whole Sunday cleaning and moving. I couldn't believe how much dirt and filth and rubbish could be in one small kitchen. 2 people working together for 6 hours (pretty intensely) only managed to just finish the kitchen. 6 full rubbish bags, 3 boxes of rubbish and 2 boxes of glass jars later. Now just 1 living room, 1 bathroom and 3 bedrooms to go. and the bits in between.
Time: after lunch, Monday, 22 October, 2007
Feeling: sleepy, un-motivated, a bit bored
It's very strange, working in the office... I can't make up my mind about it. I think I like it for now. I have a feeling I may get a bit bored in the near future.
Have spent the whole Sunday cleaning and moving. I couldn't believe how much dirt and filth and rubbish could be in one small kitchen. 2 people working together for 6 hours (pretty intensely) only managed to just finish the kitchen. 6 full rubbish bags, 3 boxes of rubbish and 2 boxes of glass jars later. Now just 1 living room, 1 bathroom and 3 bedrooms to go. and the bits in between.
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